So bored and waiting for people to call me so we can go out.

What's the weirdest compliment you've ever gotten?
Once someone told me that I had beautiful, luscious eyelashes. But then they said that those were counteracted by my bushy man eyebrows. Oh junior high.

Do you actually enjoy going to Walmart?
The prospect of having so many things at your fingertips for so cheap is invigorating, but then I remember that it is evil.

Have you ever thought about becoming a crime scene investigator?
Never. I have imagined myself being an old school detective though (only because of my obsession with trenchcoats and sunglasses at the time).

Do you think you could win on Jeopardy?
I don't know enough random trivia unfortunately.

Does your mom buy a lot of can foods sometimes? Why?
Yes because canned food lasts forever and canned peaches/pears are effing delicious.

Who is your cell phone carrier? Are they reliable?
Verizon. They have great service, better reception than most other carriers I've seen but apparently they try to screw you with the phone bills.

If I asked around, would people say you're an actually good friend?
Yes. If they say anything otherwise it would be a lie.

Where are your siblings at right now, if you have any?
Gabe is in the car on the way to my house.

Would you rather choose a shower or a bath?
Showers because they're quicker and stay hot longer than bath water (or you're warm for the entirety of your shower vs. the lukewarm grossness of baths). Baths are nice every one and awhile though if you're sick or stressed.

How old is the computer you're currently on?
About a year and a half.

What does the cover of the last book you read, look like?
A colorful crab half buried in sand underwater.

Have you ever griped someone out just because you could?
What does "griped someone out" mean? Just be a jerk for no reason? I guess my brother when I'm feeling irritable but it's not like I'm such a terrible person that I do it on a regular basis.

When you're stressed, are you mean to everyone?
No, I sort of just go into panic mode and people have to calm me down.

Are you good at faking surprises?
Not...really.

Do people say you complain too much?
My fam but what do they know?

Who was the last person you texted and what's the relationship between you?
Sunny, we're besties.

What channel does your favorite TV show come on?
Right now my show of choice is Gossip Girl and I don't even know what channel it would be on since a) I don't have cable and b) I watch it either online or rent the seasons. Otherwise I love Animal Planet, Oxygen, and Cartoon Network.

Do you write long or short replies to texts?
Usually longer because I avoid chatspeak at all cost and use appropriate grammar

Did the last food you ate consist of sour cream in any way?
No the last thing I ate was a bagel-egg sandwich.

What color would you dye your hair if you absolutely had to?
White blond (though it probably wouldn't work, my hair is too dark).

What do you normally call your mother? (mommy, mom, mother, mum, etc.)
Mam or just mom. Sometimes mother if I'm annoyed with her.

Have you ever considered changing your sexual orientation?
Nope. I've never really had the desire to have sex with a woman when it comes down to it.

What is something you think you say too much?
Probably like and I don't know. I sort of have sayings I use that fade away and reappear at different points in my life depending on who I'm hanging out with the most.

Where did you lose your virginity, if you have already?
Secretsss!

Do you miss any of your past best friends?
Of course. I miss my now best friends too since they are all away

Have you graduated high school yet?
Yessss

If so, what color were your cap and gown?
Blue with gold tassels. Classsy.

When was the last time you punched someone? Was it playful?
I punched my brother in the stomach yesterday but it was playful. He's usually the only person I punch besides my dad.

Do you ever take pictures of yourself with a scrunched up face?
That's all I do. I'm not known for taking "serious" or attractive pictures really. Usually my mouth is wide open.

Does your significant other complain about the way you dress?
There's not one, I am free as a bird to dress however the hell I want

Anyone ever call you a pain in the ass?
Haha my fam again. They're so nice to meee.

Do you think your friends really do respect you?
It's not like I really do anything bad ever (except for that ONE thing) so I'm guessing/hoping so.

Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? Are you right now?
Never. Haha well I was in sort of an abusive platonic relationship with a friend at the beginning of high school but I worked through that. So now I feel like I have the tools to ever confront if it ever does come up with a boyfriend or whatever.

What would you do if a stranger smacked your ass and whistled?
Freak out, glare at him, yell at him. Also blush if he was cute, but I would be horrified either way.

What was the brand of gum you chewed last?
Maybe Eclipse? That sounds like it might be a brand of gum...

Do you understand the game of Monopoly?
Yeah but why would you play it? That's what I don't understand.

Have you ever had mononucleosis? Was it as bad as it sounds?
No but my friend had it at the same time she had strep throat and a ruptured spleen so my view of it is horrific just because of what she went through.

Do you know anyone who has died from cancer?
No.

What is the worst scar on your body?
I have one on my back from where my brother bit me when we were little. I also have a butterfly shaped one on my thumb but I don't know where that one came from. Also another on my ankle from ice skating.

Are you currently waiting for anything? What would that be, if so?
I am waiting for my Gossip Girl Season One to come from the library as well as all those other books I put on hold. Also I am waiting for spring break so I can go to the aquarium and summer so I can have fun all day every day.

Do you like drinking juice? If so, what's your favorite?
Cran-ras, cran-grape, grape-peach, all those curazy mixes.

Do you ever make fun of short people?
No. Why? I feel like they're in a better position than us tall peeps.

Would you say you're reliable to be a good babysitter?
Yes. I still babysit occasionally (the key word here being occasionally)

Do you have a lot of responsibilitie​s in your household?
No because my roommate and I make the rules. Only responsibilities really are turning off the lights whenever we're not using them (since our electric bills have been so freaking high), doing dishes/cleaning what needs to be cleaned (roomie is bad at that), and taking care of the pets.

Do you think you understand the concept of 'love?'
Yes. I don't believe it's complicated I guess because I love freely and in some cases unconditionally. I haven't met a mate or anything yet so I don't know about THAT kind of love yet, but other than that.

Do you use good grammar all the time?
Probably not but I try to.

When did you last read a book with one of your classes in school?
Yesterday. And hopefully at some point tonight so I don't have as much homework tomorrow.

Do you ever accidentally text the wrong person?
I did like once or twice and ever since then I diligently check to see that I've texted the correct person after I've sent the text.

Do you feel replaced in any way at all right now?
A little bit but whatever. One of my nyr was to focus on positives and not be so anxious about social things all the time.

Where was the last place you went to just sit and think for a while?
It wasn't a place I went really but on the car ride out to the bridge (for field work) and back I just thought because there's no radio to sing along to.

Do you find it hard to talk while crying?
Sometimes I can pull off talking freakishly normal when I'm crying to fool everyone into thinking I'm not crying (though it's usually more high-pitched than I am) but when I'm really crying like not being able to breathe and choking then it's hard.

Do you normally have more good dreams or nightmares?
I wouldn't describe my dreams as good really, just very very weird. A few bad ones, but not a lot. There are quite a few that have uncomfortable undertones. I guess my good dreams would be my adventure dreams.

Do you think it's actually possible to have a 'beautiful nightmare?'
Yeah. I had this dream where my parents were dead and I had to take care of my little brother. While it was so sad because, um duh, my parents were dead, it was also really sweet and touching because I remember telling my brother to be strong and putting my arm around him in a hug and that was the end of the otherwise pretty terrible nightmare. So yes.

Do you like to make fun of people on Youtube?
Ahahaha that's what I do when I'm bored!

Have you ever held an intervention for someone before?
Er no.

Have you ever wanted to literally kill someone?
Yeah I can be pretty violent sometimes. I have this weird temper where I'm calm 99.9% of the time but when I'm really irrationally angry then I revert to psychotic chid who wants to hurt and throw things. Geez.

What was the last television show you watched? Did you like it?
Gossip Girl! And YES I'm pretty obsessed with it.

What is your favorite day of the week?
Friday because it's the day where there's no obligations and just a fun night ahead with plenty of sleeping in afterwards. I can honestly say I never sleep deeper than friday night.

Would you say you're a good liar?
No. But luckily I don't have to lie...often.

In four words, describe the person you currently like or love:
There isn't a crush at the moment or anyone I love because I've not found him.

Someday.
Do you ever blame your problems on someone else?
I used to do it a lot when I was irrational (look above) and people would call me out on it and I would feel like a huge idiot. So now I try not to.

Would you ever date someone of a different ethnicity than you?
Yeah, I am a modern female you know.

Are you a fast texter?
Yes, but not on keyboard phones. I'm old-school.

As a child, were you ever made fun of? What about right now?
I was made fun of every single day of elementary school. People made fun of me being a cry baby, of having glasses, called me "Autumn Bottom" and did anything and everything they could to upset me. Luckily it's just made me into a stronger person. Thank God that we all have to grow up/mature someday (or at least a little bit). Right now I'm definitely not made fun of because I am the bee's knees :3

What is one thing in life that really pushes your buttons?
Right now it's the way my downstairs neighbors/friends since kindergarten are acting toward me (ex//distant and not wanting to hang out with me). It drives me crazy because whenever I text them to say I miss them and we should get together they call me out on not coming down and hanging out BUT it's a two way street. They could also text me and come visit me. So this has made me come to the sad conclusion that they must not care very much about hanging out (or at least not as much as I care). Whatever.

Ever think you have bi polar disorder?
I have thought that a few times in the past. I can be ridiculously happy one second and then depressed the next. Or just angry at the world. But I don't know if this is normal angst or anything.

Do have more traits of your parents than your siblings do?
Very much so. I have the brown hair/brown eyes look of my mom and dad while my brother has blonde hair/green-blue eyes. We look absolutely nothing alike. He must have gotten all his recessive genes from my grandma, which means mom was heterozygous gene-wise (I'm taking genetics right now).

What is your blood type, if you know what it is?
AB? Or A positive or negative or something.

Do you feel comfortable answering questions about your sex life?
Yes. Because I don't have one.

Are you more of an open, optimistic person or lonely and pessimistic?
Open and optimistic. I get discouraged because I'm beginning to realize as I've tried to become more outgoing that people pegged me as "the shy girl" immediately and now don't even try to open up to me when I try to chat them up. Screw them.

What is the most exciting thing that happened to you today?
I bought new exercise clothes with my gift card and bought a new book because I forced myself not to by Gossip Girl Season One (I just want to watch them all right now as opposed to getting each disc in the mail by netflix).

Ever have to call the cops on someone?
No.

Have you ever had braces? Do you have them right now?
Never, but I pay with my terrible vision.

Does anyone ever confuse your sexual orientation?
I don't think so. In 9th grade or something there were "rumors" just because my best friend I hung around with was the "weird lesbianish girl" but they stopped after a few weeks because it was so incredibly dumb.

Do you find what you say confusing sometimes?
Yes.

Ugh this entire journal was me just pouring out my little feelings to the world/DA community. Now time to try and do some homework so I don't have as much tomorrow.